TIN 67
by Emerlyn“…What?”
I slowly turned to look at him. Though we weren’t far enough apart to mishear, I couldn’t believe what I had just heard. As I stared blankly at him, unable to say anything, he gently asked again.
“Didn’t you hear me?”
His tone was kind and gentle as if he would repeat himself if I hadn’t heard. Of course, what followed was far from such kindness.
“I said, come here and kneel in front of me. Let me cum on your face.”
“…”
Did the bastard misunderstand me? After I angrily told him not to take out his frustrations on me, this was the bullshit I got in return? I felt dizzy as blood rushed to my head.
“You’re now…”
“You seem to be misunderstanding something.”
However, Joo Do-hwa cut me off with just one sentence. His relaxed and leisurely opening gave me an oddly chilling feeling. Joo Do-hwa, wearing a faint smile, tilted his head to the side.
“Is there any reason why I shouldn’t take out my anger on you?”
“…”
The words that had gathered in my mouth suddenly stopped. The anger that had been boiling over inside me suddenly settled down. His piercing gaze stabbed into my now-empty mind like a dagger.
“You seem to have forgotten something.”
It was surprising how coldly his caring words could sound as if he were soothing a frightened child. He lightly grasped my wrist with the hand that had been resting on the seat. And as he continued speaking word by word, he slowly moved his hand up my arm.
“Whether I touch my property, fuck it…or even slap its face.”
“…”
“That’s up to me.”
His touch, which had finally reached my face, gently traced my jawline as if handling a particularly delicate champagne glass. His index finger slid down, following my prominent Adam’s apple to the collar of my shirt.
“How can that be the same? Hm?”
Of course, I realized my words had touched upon something I should’ve left well enough alone. His gaze, his flashing eyes, his hand gripping my necktie all seemed to say so.
“Why do you keep acting so disappointingly?”
“…Ah.”
The slow exclamation was part of a belated realization. It occurred to me that I had momentarily misread the relationship between us, despite warning myself beforehand that I shouldn’t get carried away.
“If I’m the same as that bastard to you, you should know that you’re the same to me as well.”
It was nonsensical for me to have raised my voice in the first place. Just like Wang Wei, who couldn’t resist Joo Do-hwa’s one-sided violence, I was in no position to refuse him. Even if he took his anger out on me, I shouldn’t get angry at him in return.
“If you understand, do as you’re told.”
The warning was brief, and there was no time to hesitate in making a decision. It wasn’t a request to begin with, but an order, so there was nothing to be gained by thinking things over.
“…”
I suppressed the surging emotions and stood up. The resentment I had poured out in a short time settled back in my stomach as if it belonged there from the start. The words I had intended to say to him were also completely erased without leaving a trace.
The spacious back seat of the limousine was more than enough to kneel in front of the man. Even though Joo Do-hwa was considerably taller than average, there was still plenty of space left over. Although I ended up looking trapped between his legs, that was what he had ordered from the beginning, so it didn’t go against his commands.
“That’s right.”
As soon as I took my position, Joo Do-hwa curled his lips with a languid expression. The same attitude and praise as when he had dealt with Wang Wei. Why did I feel so resentful when there wasn’t even any self-esteem left over to be hurt? I wasn’t sure if it was directed at Joo Do-hwa or at myself for acting out without knowing my place.
To think I have to do this again.
Sighing secretly, I placed my hand on the seat. At the end of my carelessly turned gaze, I caught sight of the ‘4HAE’ mark imprinted on the console box. The engraving, seamlessly etched as if part of the design, matched well with the light gray seat.
I felt suddenly empty. What did I expect from an heir when even this limousine bore the mark of 4HAE Group?
It was a relationship that could never be equal from the start, and I had never forgotten my place for a single moment. I had only overlooked my foolish judgment that he would cut me some slack if I played the role of ‘hyung.’
All of this was literally just role-playing. I could stop being a hyung at any time, and even if I were a real hyung, I could never beat Joo Do-hwa. Who knows better than me how fleeting our past is?
“Unbuckle your belt first. Like last time.”
He sat with his legs spread and gently stroked the back of my head. His hands were so big that the sensation of them covering the back of my head felt threatening. Come to think of it, if he put his strength into it, he could probably crush my skull.
“Don’t be nervous.”
The hand that had been touching the back of my head moved to my ear. The gentle touch caressing my ear was, unlike his attitude, extremely tender. But knowing it was a form of urging, I pursed my lips and unbuckled my belt like he told me to.
Perhaps because I had done it once before, the process of taking off my pants didn’t make me tremble as much as last time. My throat was still parched, but that was closer to fear of the unbelievably huge thing that I couldn’t even dare to imagine putting into my mouth. It was a worry born from experience because even though it wasn’t erect yet, his large penis already felt overwhelming.
“Did that bastard make you do this too?”
Just before beginning the blowjob, Joo Do-hwa stared at me intently and asked. When I just looked up at him without a word, he muttered with a very displeased face.
“Well…if he even came on your face, it’s obvious.”
“…”
There was no point in saying no. He wouldn’t believe me anyway. Not believing me was a given, and even if he did believe me, this kind of treatment wouldn’t change.
So I just opened my mouth and took his thick glans in. He twitched his fingertips and narrowed his brows as I started the act right away. Since there was no need to gauge his reaction anymore, I closed my eyes and ran my hands down his long shaft.
“…”
Chup, a wet sound echoed inside the car. Fortunately, or unfortunately, his soft penis became erect much faster than last time. In fact, the core started to form as soon as I touched it, so it was hardly fair to say that I made it hard.
“Haa…”
As soon as I started moving in earnest, a breathless gasp escaped Joo Do-hwa’s lips. It wasn’t so much that he was really excited, but rather that he didn’t feel the need to bother suppressing the sound.
His raw, undisguised reaction was tantamount to openly ignoring me.
He had decided that there was no need to save face with me. He must have thought that I was someone who didn’t even need to feel the slightest shame, no matter what reaction he showed. That’s why he didn’t bother to give me the order by jerking his hips.
“Put it in deeper.”
“Ugh…”
The more my jaw opened, the more my swollen cheeks throbbed. The thick flesh filling my mouth cruelly made even the wound on my tongue ache. Every time the soft mucous membrane was pressed, a tingling pain spread, bringing tears to my eyes.
“You’re crying again.”
Joo Do-hwa, who chuckled softly, gently wiped away my tear-soaked eyelashes. The unnecessarily kind touch now only felt like deception.
“Is it because you’re from the sea? That you cry so much.”
“…”
Instead of answering, I closed my eyes tightly. I didn’t want to show him my crying face, and I didn’t want to see his face either. There was only a sense of reality when I kept my eyes open, so I decided I was going to avoid everything and wait for this act to end by closing my eyes.
Because I deliberately suppressed the sound, all I could hear was Joo Do-hwa’s breathing. Joo Do-hwa, who occasionally spoke and stroked my ear, suddenly closed his mouth and remained silent. The squelching sound of saliva rubbing was all that passed between him and me.
The pheromones that had clouded my mind last time were of no help this time. Not only was the amount less than before, but the emotions that came with it were mixed with a subtle anger. That was why there wasn’t even a spark of heat in the intensely sweet scent that could melt my brain.
It was a dry and mechanical act. I rounded my lips to stimulate the shaft, then raised the tip of my tongue to probe the hole in the glans. What I had learned from my past experiences about where he liked to be touched, and how to touch him to make him cum quickly, was a great help in the end.
Should I slowly put it in all the way to my throat? If I kept doing it with my mouth like this, he might force it in like last time. It was clear that doing it all the way on my own would make me seem more docile.
“…Ha.”
But before I could open my throat, a short breath escaped his lips. It was by no means a sign of climax but rather sounded like pent-up frustration.
Just as I was about to squint my eyes, wondering why he was suddenly like this, he spat out in a cracking voice.
“You’re really fucking annoying.”
“…Ah!”
The penis that had been in my mouth slipped out. My forearm was grabbed, and at the same time, he lifted my body with tremendous force. While I was still dazed, wondering what was going on, he threw me onto the back seat.