GB 86

Haero wondered if he was dreaming. Although he had thought about him a lot and always since their first meeting, he had never imagined Yoon Moo-hwa like this. Words and a voice he couldn’t even imagine.

“Now even if you change your mind and want to get off, you can’t without my permission. Because you boarded my ship with your own feet.”

In fact, that statement was a bit wrong. It was as if he had adjusted the gangway to make Haero board his ship.

But he doesn’t tell him that. This is what adults are like. Adults realize they’re in an advantageous position faster than children and lie more skillfully. When Haero becomes his age and understands his words, he’ll cover Haero’s eyes with another lie.

“I won’t meet anyone but you for the rest of my life, and I won’t sleep with anyone but you. I’ll only think of you and fill my few holidays only with time with you. And that means you have to do the same, Haero. If you come to like someone else, well, we can’t help feelings. But nothing changes because of that.”

Yoon Moo-hwa was obsessed with his relationship with Haero. He extremely disliked that relationship changing. That’s why he didn’t accept Haero’s feelings and wanted to continue as before with him.

However, if Haero breaks that first, he will extend his foot along the changed course. Because a life without Haero is unthinkable. And he’s the one on the bridge.

“I’ve done enough as a guardian. Now I’ll only think about myself. I want to receive compensation for all this time now.”

“Ah!”

Suddenly, Haero’s legs trembled as he felt a hand firmly grasping the inguinal line from his thigh to his buttocks.

Haero’s eyes were still adjusting to the darkness, and human vision is limited in discerning anything but the contours of objects. It was an unfair situation from the start. Haero couldn’t see his expression, so Yoon Moo-hwa could fully show his greed. If Haero had seen his expression too, he might have run away. He’s a smart kid.

“Then, does that mean I can freely like you now?” Haero asked in a voice tinged with expectation. 

He was anxious and impatient.

His trembling voice resembled that of a frightened puppy. Yoon Moo-hwa knew Haero’s skin was covered in goosebumps, but even if it was due to instinctive fear rather than joy, he wouldn’t tell him.

Haero didn’t realize he had just heard something very dangerous. So he probably didn’t know if he was scared or happy. That’s how he was raised. Even negative emotions feel safe to Haero in front of him. The safety he created, the world of Yoon Moo-hwa he created for Haero, was like that.

“If you say you want to stop now, I’d be in trouble.”

Whether that Yoon Moo-hwa would be the same as the one Haero had expected and imagined, he wasn’t sure. It would be quite different.

What aspect of himself does Haero like?

Yoon Moo-hwa had pondered this for a long time. For the long four years.

His conclusion was that it would be quite different from his real self. Regarding that part, regarding how Haero saw him, Yoon Moo-hwa lacked confidence.

If you can’t give up despite lacking confidence, it can only become somewhat twisted. Yoon Moo-hwa forcefully pushed Haero’s buttocks and pulled him towards himself.

“Why? Can you wait a little?” Yoon Moo-hwa asked subtly. 

‘What are you talking about? That’s nonsense.’ 

Haero shook his head firmly.

Yoon Moo-hwa smiled at the unhesitating silent answer. Deeply grateful that his face wouldn’t be visible in the darkness, he asked once more.

“You won’t be able to get off the ship anyway, should I just treat you as a military doctor? Like at first.”

Knowing it was no longer consideration but just malicious teasing, Yoon Moo-hwa kept provoking Haero.

And he waited tensely for Haero’s answer.

“Ah, really. Why are you talking so much?” Haero got annoyed and grabbed Yoon Moo-hwa’s head. Then he thrust his face close to Yoon Moo-hwa’s. “See clearly with your eyes how long I’ve waited for this moment.”

Now the excuse of darkness won’t work. Haero pulled Yoon Moo-hwa closer and kissed him. And this time, Haero pushed his tongue in first. He didn’t notice at all that the corners of Yoon Moo-hwa’s mouth were rising as if tearing.

It felt like the world was brightening as if drones were rising in his head and shining light. Haero groaned in his throat from pure joy. Yoon Moo-hwa could now see Haero clearly. Of course, he had been seeing much more clearly than Haero from the start. All the talk about waiting or being considerate was a lie.

Now he no longer needed to wait either. Yoon Moo-hwa slipped his hand inside Haero’s underwear. He spread the fabric covering the thigh area, not the waistband, inserted his fingers and grasped Haero’s buttocks. It was very firm.

The wet sounds of their entwined tongues filled the space. Before long, Haero was lying on his back on the bed. Yoon Moo-hwa unbuttoned Haero’s uniform, button by button. Although Haero had inserted his tongue first, at some point Yoon Moo-hwa was the one leading.

“Haa…”

Yoon Moo-hwa sighed as he lightly bit and pulled Haero’s lips. His sigh was tinged with thirst, as if it wasn’t enough.

The marks left on his back were everything. He wanted to suck the front like this too. Yoon Moo-hwa progressed so quickly that Haero couldn’t gather his thoughts. He bit Haero’s chin, then only brushed his lips over the uncoverable nape of the neck, gritting his teeth, but from the collarbone, he sucked deeply.

“Haero, your nipples are small. I guess they haven’t grown since you were young.”

Haero’s face flushed red at his muttered words. Yoon Moo-hwa kneaded Haero’s nipple with one hand, then pulled it, while he bit the other with his lips and then his teeth.

“It’s okay. I’ll make them grow more.”

“Huh, can, can they grow more?”

“Yes. I can do it.”

No one else can, but  he can do it. That was his duty and right. Yoon Moo-hwa rubbed his nose bridge against Haero’s nipple. An indescribable embarrassment welled up as the nose bridge that Haero had always thought was handsome rubbed against his chest, a part he usually paid no attention to.

Courage is courage, but execution is another matter. In Haero’s dreams, Yoon Moo-hwa was soft and helpless like a jellyfish. But in reality, Yoon Moo-hwa was rough and willful like waves.

“Haa, it’s too fast…”

“Because the night is short.”

It was literal. According to the tight in-ship schedule, the time allowed for them was less than five hours. It was far from enough for Yoon Moo-hwa to fully unleash his long-suppressed desires.

Yoon Moo-hwa finally reached Haero’s navel. He pointed his tongue tip and licked around the navel agonizingly. Haero’s dick under his underwear had been stiff for a long time, and that wasn’t enough, pre-cum was flowing. 

Yoon Moo-hwa inserted his hand through the gap in the underwear opened by the erection and asked, “Do you usually masturbate while calling your brother’s name?”

“How did you, uh, know that?”Haero’s eyes widened in surprise. 

Like a puppy. 

Yoon Moo-hwa giggled. Haero was even more surprised by Yoon Moo-hwa’s childlike laugh, which he had never heard before.

Taking advantage of the moment, Yoon Moo-hwa quickly pulled down his underwear and shoved his dick into his mouth.

“Aaah!”

Horrified and shocked, Haero jerked his upper body in surprise, only to be stopped by a large hand. 

Yoon Moo-hwa inwardly admired the firmness of Haero’s stomach beneath his palm, thinking, ‘You’ve been working so hard.’

As if to reward him, he shoved Haero’s dick down his throat. It was beautifully shaped and elongated, just like its master. 

‘It was a pity, for I would have no use for it.

No, it will keep me busy in my mouth and hands. I’ll lend it to you, if you need it, to my crotch, between my legs, under my armpits, and even to the nape of my neck. For now, it’s in my mouth.’

Compared to other caresses, Yoon Moo-hwa’s technique was clumsy. The tip of his tongue flicked against the inside of the peeled skin, just as Yoon Moo-hwa had taught him. He was a little clumsy, so his hips jerked every time he couldn’t control the force.

“I don’t want to come in your mouth…”

But no matter how much Haero grabbed Yoon Moo-hwa’s hair, pulled and tore it, Yoon Moo-hw didn’t move. In fact, Yoon Moo-hwa pushed it deeper into his mouth, threatening to swallow the tip all the way down to his throat.

‘At this rate, I’m going to go right into Yoon Moo-hwa’s stomach. Or maybe my dick would be pulled out and he would eat it.’ 

Tears welled up in the corners of Haero’s eyes as he inflated his imaginary body in fear. His grip loosened, and his fingers splayed out in Yoon Moo-hwa’s hair.

And it was too much.

Haero panted and ejaculated. His legs spread further to the sides, his ass bucking. Holding his lower body in the air, Yoon Moo-hwa gulped down the liquid as it slid down his esophagus.

‘It smelled badly of green, astringent, and fishy. I liked it. I didn’t think I would like it, but I did.’

Yoon Moo-hwa gulped. Hae-Ro was getting angry, looking like he was going to cry, which was awfully cute.

“Did I do well?”