LM 121

“Kwon Siyul does look young.”

His face was milky white and his long, slender figure still looked like a boy. He hadn’t realized it in Korea, but seeing it through the eyes of foreigners, Woo Hyunse felt a little bitter, thinking that he might be seen as a criminal. He quenched his thirst with beer and swallowed his pricking conscience.

“I should sweep my hair back.”

As if the presence or absence of bangs was the criterion for judging age, Kwon Siyul swept his hair back. But that didn’t make the boyishness disappear. Kwon Siyul wondered when he would look his age, and secretly glanced at Woo Hyunse while sipping the drink he had ordered instead of alcohol.

Unlike him, Woo Hyunse looked like a mature adult at first glance. He was ripe, relaxed, and sometimes even the word “sensual” came to mind when describing him. The thick line from his ear to his jaw, the prominent Adam’s apple every time he drank beer, and his broad shoulders and chest all went on to make him extremely eye-catching.

Kwon Siyul wanted to have that kind of aura someday when time passed. Someone who attracted attention just by standing still. Even now, some people were glancing at Woo Hyunse as if drawn to him.

“Why are you sneaking glances like that? You can look openly at me.”

“I can’t do that. Hyung is mine, why would you tell me to look openly? You should tell them to look away.”

Kwon Siyul raised his eyebrows and retorted at the absurd words. He almost slammed his fist on the table but stopped himself. Woo Hyunse blinked his long eyes once and looked at Kwon Siyul.

“I’m talking about Kwon Siyul.”

“…Yes?”

“You keep sneaking glances.”

“Ah.”

He wasn’t talking about someone else but about him. The temperature in the cool pub clearly rose. Kwon Siyul fanned the hem of his shirt for no reason, saying it was too hot here and that they should lower the air conditioner temperature. Woo Hyunse put down the beer in his hand on the table and slowly moved closer. He whispered softly at a distance where his lips were about to touch Kwon Siyul’s ear.

“Am I Kwon Siyul’s?”

His voice was excessively sweet. His throat was parched and he drank water, but his tongue was tingling. They had seen every inch of each other, but why was it so embarrassing to answer that it was obvious? Kwon Siyul turned his head away and pretended to look at the scenery. An exotic bird chirped and passed by the window, as if teasing Kwon Siyul.

The next day, they took a boat early in the morning and stayed until late afternoon in a floating house in the middle of the ocean. It was a snorkeling spot with coral reefs. For someone who was doing it for the first time, Kwon Siyul swam around the sea like a fish in water. He popped his upper body out of the water, saying he saw a huge stingray, and tugged Woo Hyunse’s clothes, filling him in on everything he saw underwater.

They returned to the island when the sunlight was turning yellow. Kwon Siyul’s skin, which had been exposed to the sun while floating in the sea, was a different shade now.

His milky white skin could have turned dark, but it only turned red. His forehead and cheeks were also roasted, and Kwon Siyul whined that it hurt even when Woo Hyunse just touched his lips to them. He applied plenty of aloe vera gel as soon as he returned, and now the redness had subsided a lot.

Even swimming for an hour would have been exhausting, but he had been floating on the waves all morning and afternoon, so there was no way he could have any energy left. Kwon Siyul fell fast asleep as soon as he arrived at the resort.

He was going to wake up before dinner. But perhaps because he had overdone it, he couldn’t open his eyes even when the time came to get up. It felt like heavy stones were hanging from his muscles. The bed was like a swamp and his eyelids resembled lead.

“Are you okay?”

Woo Hyunse sat on the bedside and brushed back the hair that was sticking to Kwon Siyul’s forehead. His passing hand was cool, which contrasted with his hot body.

He didn’t tell Woo Hyunse, but his condition hadn’t been very good since he arrived here. He kept feeling sleepy and it felt like his feet were sinking into the ground with every step he made. He didn’t want to waste this precious time just because of his physical condition, so he secretly took painkillers and tried to endure it on his own, but it seemed that the body aches he had been holding back had finally burst out with the snorkeling activity.

“Let’s cancel tomorrow’s schedule.”

“No, I just need to rest today…Don’t cancel it.”

Tomorrow was the uninhabited island experience. It was an opportunity he had gotten because one reservation had been canceled. He didn’t want to miss the chance to be alone with Woo Hyunse on a nearby uninhabited island for five hours.

But his body was the problem. It was difficult to move even a finger. Perhaps it was because he had a fever and was sensitive, but Woo Hyunse’s scent that brushed past his nose was even sweeter. It was like honey. He wasn’t a bee or a butterfly, but his mouth watered and he was hungry. He felt empty inside. He wanted to fill this empty void he was feeling.

Kwon Siyul hugged his empty stomach and rubbed his cheek against Woo Hyunse’s hand, then suddenly opened his eyes. A thick, viscous liquid flowed down his skin and soaked his underwear. At the same time, his lower body slowly rose. He had only smelled Woo Hyunse’s scent, and his body was acting up as if it was broken just by having his face on his hand.

He quickly closed his thighs. He was in no condition to see anyone because he was sick, but he was in heat, so he couldn’t face Woo Hyunse. He was going to push him to go for a walk and come back, as he hated to miss a single day of their vacation.

But something was wrong inside. It was as if the soft down of a bird was brushing under his skin. His toes and fingers curled and his spine tingled. His lower body was stiff and eagerly waiting for someone’s touch. Even his inner flesh was crying out for attention.

Only then did Kwon Siyul realize what these symptoms were. It was heat. He had never experienced it before, so he had no idea what the fever, heavy body, and sensitive perception of other people’s scents were signs of. He had been next to Kwon Yuwon for half his life, but he was foolish.

As soon as he recognized it, the heat spread. It was incomparable to anything he had suffered so far. His insides were getting wet on their own, and no matter how hard he squeezed his butt, a slippery fluid flowed out. He could fully understand why Kwon Yuwon cursed every time he went into heat. Only one thought occupied his mind right then.

He wanted to do it.

Desperately.

He wanted to put something, anything, inside and stir it up. Even though no one had touched them, his nipples were tingling and standing up, and his areolas were hot. He couldn’t control his scent either. He tried desperately to contain it, but it betrayed his will and spread wider and thicker.

There was no way Woo Hyunse wouldn’t know that he was currently in heat. The hand that had been stroking his hair with concern suddenly stopped.

“Hyung, this…”

Kwon Siyul whimpered, excited by the unfamiliar heat. Woo Hyunse covered his mouth and turned his head. It must be difficult. He had said he would get better in a day and begged to go on a trip, but his heat had broken out. He felt very sorry, but more than that, he wanted to quell the heat raging inside his body. He felt like he was about to go crazy from desire.

Kwon Siyul couldn’t stand it and grabbed Woo Hyunse’s arm. He rubbed his cheek against his bare skin like a cat and bit his lip. Rough breaths leaked out of his lips instead of his mouth.

“Can you do something…?”

“No.”

The refusal was firm. Kwon Siyul’s eyes welled up with tears because the other man was so heartless. Why was he, who usually jumped at him even when he told him not to, doing this? He raised his head as if to ask why, but Woo Hyunse lightly pushed against Kwon Siyul’s shoulder. His weakened body collapsed backward with the small gesture.

“You overdid it today, so if you do it now, you’ll get really sick.”

He then slipped his hand into Kwon Siyul’s loose waistband. Kwon Siyul flinched, letting out a sharp squeak. Woo Hyunse’s grip tightened around his stiffening member. The moment his thumb pressed firmly against the rounded tip, Kwon Siyul’s hips lifted involuntarily, his back arching.

“Hngh…!”

Woo Hyunse’s hand grew damp. It was a premature climax. Even after countless nights together, he had never reached his peak so quickly. Kwon Siyul’s face flushed an unprecedented red. He covered his face with both hands. A snicker only went on to fuel his shame.

“Let’s just do this today.”

Despite ejaculating, his lower body remained aroused. His body was still enveloped in a hot steam. Woo Hyunse subtly lowered his wet hand. Between his splayed legs, his slick was pooling. With each twitch, moisture gathered in the tightly sealed crevice. It felt as if all the moisture in his body had rushed to his lower half.

“Kwon Siyul must be thirsty.”

Even those words were lewd. Kwon Siyul grabbed a pillow and pressed it against his face. He knew he looked like an ostrich burying its head in the sand, but he couldn’t think of any other way to hide his expression. His mind was failing him. He was fixated on only one thing.

He felt like a finger was about to enter. The knuckles on Kwon Siyul’s hand, clutching the pillow, stood out. Without realizing it, he slightly parted his legs, but the hand, betraying his expectations, moved back up and grasped his shaft.

He couldn’t have been more disappointed. He wanted to grab Woo Hyunse’s wrist and pull it down right then and there. Stroking was nice, but it wasn’t enough.

“Why…?”

“I told you, I can’t.”

“Don’t, ah, don’t do that…”

Even as he arched his back, the hand merely caressed his balls evenly, never touching below. Usually, he would pounce even when told not to. Just playing with his hand wasn’t nearly enough. He wanted their bodies to intertwine. He needed pleasure beyond a simple release. If he didn’t get it, he might go crazy.

He really couldn’t take it anymore.