LM 46

He debated whether to ask or not. But once the thought took hold, he became fixated on the question. Kwon Siyul kicked the pebbles at his feet before finally opening his mouth. When he called out “Director,” Woo Hyunse turned around to look. The shadows cast by the flames danced on his face in a captivating manner. Finding it difficult to maintain eye contact with him, Kwon Siyul quickly shifted his gaze to the fire.

“You were in rut before, right? A while ago.”

“I was. Why?”

“…How long until your next rut?”

“That’s quite a blunt question.”

“Is it rude to ask about this?”

“Not particularly,” Woo Hyunse said, placing his cup on the table. He tilted his head back to look at the sky, then turned to Kwon Siyul. This time, Kwon Siyul didn’t avoid his gaze. He leaned forward toward the campfire while looking at Woo Hyunse.

“It shouldn’t be too far off. Probably soon.”

The woman’s shout from the cafe flashed through Kwon Siyul’s mind right then. “You think I wouldn’t know you were in rut that day? What did you do?” His hands felt cold, and he was sweating profusely. He clenched his fists tightly, partly to hide the fact that he was sweating.

“Then what should I do when you’re in rut?”

Woo Hyunse stared at him with an intent gaze. Whether it was due to his gaze or the fire, Kwon Siyul’s cheeks burned like they were on fire.

“I mean, should I leave for a while, or…”

His throat felt parched. He thought if Woo Hyunse needed an Omega, he should naturally vacate the house. Though he didn’t want to, and the mere thought made him angry, rut wasn’t something he could do anything to help out with.

Despite steeling himself and expressing his willingness, Woo Hyunse burst into loud laughter, as if finding something incredibly funny. Kwon Siyul stood up abruptly. The chair toppled over, but he managed to shout “Why are you laughing!” first.

“Wow, I didn’t expect you to be thinking along these lines.”

“But, isn’t it true? You’re an Alphas, and when rut comes, don’t you need to…do that…with an Omega?”

Woo Hyunse couldn’t stop laughing, with tears in his eyes. After laughing heartily for a while, he finally composed himself while Kwon Siyul started fuming.

“I might find someone else.”

It sounded more like a statement than a hypothetical. Kwon Siyul’s eyes immediately turned red. He lowered his head to hide it. Though he knew it was unavoidable and had prepared himself for the possibility, hearing it directly from Woo Hyunse’s mouth felt like a heavy weight dropping in his chest.

Kwon Siyul couldn’t bear the thought of Woo Hyunse spending the night with someone else. He might hear those sounds he had heard over the phone before, again. Sharing the same kisses, holding hands, touching bodies, and flesh overlapping. Just imagining it made his insides burn. But he couldn’t voice any of this, so his breathing just became more labored without him having to say a word.

Woo Hyunse quietly observed Kwon Siyul. His gaze was scrutinizing, as if trying to discern what emotions were hidden in Kwon Siyul’s eyes. Only when he saw Kwon Siyul’s eyes begin to moisten did he lean back in his chair.

“That won’t happen. I’ll use suppressants.”

“Really?”

Woo Hyunse nodded his head. Kwon Siyul’s expression brightened instantly. The tears disappeared. It wasn’t like he was playing with people’s hearts, but he sure knew how to toy with his. However, his bright smile faded quickly as he remembered what he had heard from Woo Taeju earlier.

“But I heard suppressants don’t work well for dominants…”

“I told you I’m recessive, didn’t I?”

“I don’t believe you.”

Where did you come up with such a lie. Kwon Siyul retorted coldly, glaring. Woo Hyunse smiled brightly as if teasing him.

“It’s fine if I get a prescription from the hospital. They’re very strong.”

“…How strong?”

“I’m drowsy all day. It’s more like a sleeping pill than a suppressant. I just slept through the entire rut.”

While Kwon Siyul didn’t know about rut, he had seen how much Kwon Yuwon suffered during heat and understood the severity of the pain. Still, he couldn’t bring himself to tell Woo Hyunse not to take the suppressants. He felt both joy and mixed emotions. He was grateful to Woo Hyunse, felt sorry for him, and regretful. But above all, what dominated his heart was…

Kwon Siyul hesitated for a moment before walking up to Woo Hyunse. Then he hugged him tightly. He had never hugged Woo Hyunse like this before, of his own accord and while sober. But he couldn’t resist right at that moment. His heart commanded it before his mind could even think.

Since Woo Hyunse’s decision was for his sake, he was grateful.

It might be a misunderstanding, but his heart was already melting. Perhaps it had all melted in that campfire. Everything had scattered, leaving only Woo Hyunse’s name. Woo Hyunse’s scent, voice, and body heat filled him completely.

Though Woo Hyunse was too big to fit in his arms, Kwon Siyul embraced his shoulders with everything he got. He buried his face in Woo Hyunse’s soft hair. This was possible because Woo Hyunse was sitting down.

Woo Hyunse was momentarily caught by surprise but soon hugged Kwon Siyul’s waist in return. Kwn Siyul wanted to whisper in his ear. Countless words danced on the tip of his tongue. His mouth opened and closed, but he didn’t speak. Words of gratitude and apology formed knots inside him but didn’t burst out into the open.

All the sentences choking his throat could be summed up in one phrase: I like you.

It could have been a bit deeper than that. Woo Hyunse was like the sea. Just as one gets submerged step by step until even the top of the head is underwater, Kwon Siyul found himself  submerged in Woo Hyunse.

They hurriedly entered the camper van. They lowered the window blinds and started with lips clashing. Their hands were urgent in removing each other’s clothes as if the campfire had spread to them. Despite the low ceiling that they hit when raising their arms, neither seemed to care at all.

After kissing to their heart’s content, Woo Hyunse bit Kwon Siyul’s earlobe. He slid his tongue over the curves and into the hole while his hands busily removed Kwon Siyul’s pants. He stripped him completely naked and laid him down on the blanket spread on the floor. The bed was too narrow for even one person to lie comfortably, so the floor was better for the two of them to do the deed.

Woo Hyunse gripped Kwon Siyul’s chest firmly and took a nipple in his mouth. He flicked it with his tongue tip and licked it moistly, causing the small nipple to stand tall and erect. The light pink areola also darkened.

His lower part also stood up firmly. The tip was already apple-red. When Woo Hyunse’s fingertip brushed against it, seemingly intentionally yet accidentally, it trembled and a clear droplet formed. It seemed like it would drip semen with just a few strokes of the hand.

Embarrassed by the gaze on him, Kwon Siyul covered his lower half with one hand. Even though they had done everything before, the blatant stare still caused him to feel shame. As he tried to cover his eyes with one arm and close his legs, a palm slapped the inside of his thigh. It was a strong enough hit to redden the skin.

“Don’t close your legs in front of me. Always keep them spread.”

He grabbed the knees and spread them. He also removed the hand covering below and gripped Kwon Siyul’s erect member with his own hand. As he stroked it slowly, Kwon Siyul’s legs couldn’t help but  close again. Only after another slap in the same spot did they spread again.

“Ah, uh…”

Even when aroused, it was a clean and pretty penis without a single visible vein. Its delicate pink color resembled its owner’s flushed face. The small testicles, still covered in fine hair, were small and soft.

Kwon Siyul covered his mouth and let out a whimper. Even though they were in a secluded place, they were still inside a vehicle, and outside was a wide open space. Worried that someone might pass by, he bit his arm to suppress his voice, but long, firm fingers invaded his mouth. They entangled with his tongue, slowly getting wet.

Teeth marks and suction marks remained around his nipples. The lips moved lower down his body. After wandering over his stomach, they went to his navel and even lower. Kwon Siyul, who had been lying languidly, suddenly sat up. Woo Hyunse’s head had moved past his lower abdomen.

He quickly grabbed hold of Woo Hyunse’s hair, but it was already too late.  Woo Hyunse glanced at Kwon Siyul with a mischievous smile, then opened his mouth and took in Kwon Siyul’s member entirely. As soon as it entered the warm cave of his mouth, Kwon Siyul’s insides clenched and a shiver ran up and down his spine. He almost climaxed right then and there. Barely holding back, Kwon Siyul desperately tried to remove Woo Hyunse’s head from between his legs. The suction only grew stronger.

“Don’t, ah, why…! Stop, I don’t…Ah, ahh…!”

He protested after spitting out the fingers. Instead of putting them back in his mouth,  Woo Hyunse lowered his wet fingers and probed between Kwon Siyul’s buttocks. He rubbed the entrance before smoothly inserting his middle finger. Kwon Siyul swallowed his breath and covered his mouth with both hands.

As Woo Hyunse’s cheeks hollowed, Kwon Siyul’s flat stomach trembled. When he tried to get up and leave, he received a resounding slap on his buttocks and thighs. He grabbed Woo Hyunse’s hair but couldn’t bring himself to tug on it. When the tongue wrapped around his shaft, the strength left his fingers and his toes curled sideways.

This sensation was new to him. It felt like his lower half might melt like ice cream on Woo Hyunse’s tongue. When the wet tongue enveloped his shaft, his entire body went limp as if his bones had suddenly disappeared.

The number of fingers inside him had increased without him noticing. As they pressed and stroked his inner walls, fluid leaked from his erect member. Kwon Siyul gritted his teeth, trying not to finish in Woo Hyunse’s mouth, but he was reaching his limit. Having no immunity to such acts, his thighs trembled violently even with just the tip being sucked.

“Ah, I, I…Stop, stop, sto–!”

He sat up abruptly and grabbed Woo Hyunse’s hair with both hands. He managed to pull Woo Hyunse’s head away by a hair’s breadth, but he climaxed simultaneously. A forceful white stream splashed onto Woo Hyunse’s cheek. Kwon Siyul hunched his shoulders with a sudden gasp. After twitching, he quickly raised his head to look at the other man.