TIN 56

I’ve had many opportunities to sell my body for sex so far. There were so many people who coaxed me to sleep with them that I could trip over them, and I didn’t have any ridiculous beliefs about protecting my chastity. If I had such a belief in the first place, I wouldn’t have kissed or done oral sex.

Nevertheless, the reason why I hadn’t used both my front and back so far was because the instinctive aversion was greater than the benefits I would get from it. I had managed to survive without selling my body, and among the people I had encountered, there was no one who paid a proper price. They either asked for cheap sex while offering a measly amount of money, or they tried to overpower me and take me by force.

I was just lucky enough not to be raped, and such acts stopped before leading to insertion. If there was someone who wanted to buy me for a considerable amount of money, or if I had faced an unavoidable situation, I might have had to spread my legs. In some ways, it wouldn’t be wrong to say I was lucky.

The same was true after entering Oceans. The boss, who treated me like a slut as soon as he saw my face, immediately lit up when he found out I had no experience. It was Theo who stopped the boss from immediately selling me off, and it was Lingling who encouraged him, saying that I should be sold for a higher price since it was my first time. Thanks to that, I only worked as a server for almost a year, but if I had stayed just one more day, I would have rolled around with a dozen people and become disabled.

So I didn’t have any particular regrets about sleeping with Joo Do-hwa. I had no intention of being tormented by the fact that I lost my virginity or being resentful that I was insulted. It wasn’t such a significant act, so I didn’t intend to be frustrated as if the whole world had collapsed overnight.

Of course, that didn’t mean I was really okay, though.

“…”

When I woke up late, I was alone in the room. Joo Do-hwa was no longer on the bed covered in all kinds of bodily fluids. I lifted my eyelids, which were hard to open, and stared at the ceiling, then moved my lips as I belatedly came to my senses.

“Ah…”

My completely hoarse voice was the result of crying out from under him all night. It was so terrible that it cracked like scraping metal, and I couldn’t believe it was my voice at all. I remembered my voice was hoarse after I was strangled, but right now it couldn’t even be compared to that time.

So…When did I fall asleep?

The events of last night came to my mind in my sleep-addled head. Joo Do-hwa’s words, his attitude, even the act of grabbing my wrist and coming into this room.

‘Get up and lie down.’

I didn’t remember the beast-like sex very well from the middle duration of the act. Judging from the fact that my consciousness was intermittently cut off, I might have really fainted and woken up repeatedly in the second half. Joo Do-hwa didn’t seem to feel sorry for me as I lay limp as if totally exhausted, and he nonchalantly pulled me together.

‘Don’t be boring and wake up.’

And how many more times did we do it? I counted up to exactly three times, but after he knotted me, I was half out of my mind. Nothing came out of my limp lower body anymore, but even in that situation, the pleasure that seemed to melt my brain was repeated.

‘Ha…You liked sucking dick so much…’

‘Heuht, eueung…! Heu, euh….’

‘Now you’re going without cumming.’

His excited voice didn’t pretend not to know my climax. He didn’t hesitate to say vulgar things and just fondled my upper body, which was wet with an unknown bodily fluid.

‘You seem to be born with lewdness.’

His long fingers pinched my sharply erect nipples and played with them. They were so stimulated that they were sore, but the problem was that even that was replaced by heat.

‘This is red, do you know?’

‘I don’t, heuht…I don’t know….’

‘I wonder if the bottom is cooked too….’

The sensation of being pulled out with a squelch was too unfamiliar. My inner walls, which were sticky and clinging, were busy tightening as soon as he tried to pull out even a little.

‘I can’t see it because you’re biting and not letting go.’

‘…Haaheueung!’

The memory of being randomly stabbed as if my stomach was being pierced was sporadic. I shed tears and even drooled, and Joo Do-hwa put his finger through my parted lips and pressed down on my tongue.

‘Bear with the emptiness. Because I only have one dick….’

‘Eueung….Heu….’

‘Because there’s nothing to give you to suck on top, heuht….’

I didn’t feel burdened by the blatant gaze. My rational thought circuits were so completely broken that I couldn’t even pay attention to that. Gasping for breath and clinging to him for salvation was all I could do.

“Haa.”

I breathed shallowly, still feeling like every fiber of me was shaking. I almost died yesterday, but I felt relieved that I had woken up safely. The act, which was more like torture than sex, made me fear that something might go wrong.

“…Is it fortunate that I fainted?”

Surely he wouldn’t have continued with someone unconscious. It wasn’t because he was so conscientious, but because it wouldn’t have been fun. Joo Do-hwa was also human, so he must have gotten tired toward the middle of the act.

Thinking up til that point, I barely managed to turn over my body, which didn’t move well. I was going to try to get up, but unfortunately, as soon as I shifted, a groan burst from my throat.

“Ugh…”

I felt a terrible muscle ache that I had never experienced before. A terrible pain spread throughout my body as if I had been beaten all night. My lower back and inner thighs, as well as my shoulders and ribs, throbbed, and even just breathing in made me curse.

“Ha, shit…”

I felt like I was seeing stars. I had received such a brutal thing in a position I would never normally take on, so it wouldn’t be strange if something went wrong somewhere.

The only good thing was that I was already used to enduring pain.

“…Ugh.”

I barely managed to raise my creaking body and put one foot down from the bed. My whole body seemed to be screaming, but I couldn’t just lie there. Joo Do-hwa might come back at any moment, and there were things I needed to take care of before he came.

I didn’t even wonder where he had gone. It would have been stranger if he had been lying there with me. He left after doing whatever he wanted, but I should be grateful that he at least covered me with a blanket.

Since I was still naked, I first picked up a robe that had fallen nearby and put it on. It turned out to be the robe Joo Do-hwa had taken off and left on the floor yesterday. I tied the belt haphazardly and walked up to the door, holding the edges of the robe together.

“Ugh…”

With every step, an indescribable pain washed over me. My back hurt as if it would collapse, and of course, even the embarrassing parts I couldn’t mention were sore. It was hard to even take a step as if I had heavy weights attached to my whole body.

The most difficult thing was the semen that occasionally flowed out from inside. I didn’t know how much he had cummed inside me during the night, but every time I twitched down there, a thin liquid leaked out little by little. The sensation of it flowing down my thighs from behind was even more unpleasant than the pain.

“Please, just…”

I braced my stomach and tensed up so that no more semen would come out, and slowly crossed the hallway. I was just glad I didn’t have a stomachache. If I had, my face would really be an unsightly sight.

“…How am I going to climb this?”

When I stood in front of the stairs leading to the third floor, my eyes went dark for a moment there. It was already very difficult to get here, but the real challenge was just beginning. There wasn’t even an elevator in this large mansion. How were people with ankle injuries supposed to get around?

I wanted to lie down as I was, but I was at least someone who knew shame. I was going to go to my room as quickly as possible and wash myself before I ran into someone in this state. I also wanted to wash off the pheromones left on my body and pick up the money in the room.

The process of grabbing the railing and climbing the stairs was incomparable to crossing the hallway. Every time I took a step and lifted my body, a painful groan would come out involuntarily. I slowly found out there was a limit to how much I could endure just by gritting my teeth.

It was around the time I had climbed about halfway up the stairs. The moment I barely took another step, the strength in my lower back gave way.

“…!”

It happened in an instant. Whoosh, my upper body, having lost its balance, tilted down the stairs. The moment my body fell over felt slow like it was happening in slow motion.

I didn’t have the strength to straighten my collapsing body. I reached out to grab the railing, but even that failed because I didn’t have the strength.

Ah, nothing ever works out for me. With that thought, I closed my eyes tightly.

“…”

But what happened? No matter how long I waited, I didn’t feel any pain. I wondered if I had really fainted, but a moment later, I felt a hand wrap around my shoulder from behind.

“…Ah.”